Summary of this week

I just watched my best friend go through a break up that probably should have never happened but I guess people think differently than me. This whole week he was in a state of "what the fuck just happened?" while trying to get back into the groove after a long spring break for him. While this goes on I have to relive harsh memories of a similar time to provide comfort for my bro. And even in the midst of all this I wonder to myself if I really want to start another relationship at all. I'll admit it, I'm scared. I don't want to get hurt again. Seeing my happy-go-lucky friend get turned into a heap of depressed emotions is, to say the least, fucked up. I just don't know if it's worth it anymore.

The two positives of this week my sophomore mentor and I won Honor Cadets of the month and then I got girl scout cookies. The inner fat kid lives on.